can you see what you’ve done?

i’m fed up of being a victim
a victim of all that
you have done to me
all that you continue
to do to me
and all you continue
to put me through
how you hate me
and carry on hating me
every time you look at me
wondering what i’ve done
to make you hate me
i am now nothing to you
i am wondering why i mean nothing to you
how am i now nothing to you
i thought we had something
why am i a victim
a victim of you
you are not someone i love any more
you have changed
i don’t like the person you have become

i can’t change for you
all i am is a victim of you
it’s painful
everything you have done
for me
has now vanished
there is no love in you any more
i can’t change you
because i know
who you really are
i know you
i am not your victim
i am empty

i can’t figure out why
you changed into this person
that has become hostile and cold towards me
i’m fed up of being a victim
you have destroyed me
i am nothing to you
i will stand alone and on my own
try to mend myself
try to mend the broken pieces of
my battered and bruised
body that hurts so much
from every punch
you lay on me
frightened me whenever you struck me
and it left me
scared

so i will now pack my suitcases
and find myself again
find who i am again
but i am still scared
scared of what is out there
scared of what i have to face
i’m not with you
i’m leaving everything about you behind
it’s great to know
i am no longer a victim
i am no longer a victim
of you and your hands.

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Author: kateelizabethxoxo

Blogger and Writer

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